JESUS DELIVERED ME

The story of the UNDEFEATABLE power of JESUS that freed me from chains of darkness

This might just be the most important thing I ever get to write. So, sit back, take a deep breath and join me in this experience of Triumph.

Before we get to the amazing life changing part, the story of this has very dark beginnings.

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Once upon a time there was a baby girl born to a mother who was under rampant attempts of dark magic from her mother in law. The baby girl was the victim of CSA from this VERY grandmother. Placed in circles with various occult symbols, animal sacrifice and other crazy shit. One day, the baby girl was fed poisoned and she died.

Declared dead by doctors. After 3 days of being in this position, she was born again, raised from the dead.

This memory in particular was what reconnected me back to having a personal relationship with Jesus. To be taken to a dimension beyond this plane, about to being fed upon by a being of darkness who rushed away when a powerful golden sun like energy of Jesus came and took me in his arms. Lifted me up, cradled me and so life went on ONCE AGAIN.

But that was not it, recently I uncovered deep SRA/Mind Control which I was exposed to along with the CSA.

I will just share a few examples of images, visuals and the evil stuff that came to awareness to bring to you the magnitude of the deep rootedness and insanity of darkness.

*I COVER MYSELF WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS AND ASK FOR GIANT WARRIOR ANGELS TO PROTECT ME. I REBUKE ALL EVIL IN THE NAME OF MY LORD JESUS CHRIST.*

THE LIGHT OF CHRIST IS DESTROYING ALL DARKNESS NOW AND FOREVER. SO IT IS.

-LIANA SHANTI

While I piece together all the memories which seem to be fragmented like a weird montage, here are some things to give you a teaser: women in black and red robes, orgies in big spaces, people with human leather shoes, altar of satan, electric shocks, being raped by multiple people, training as an informant, drugged, human sacrifice, animal sacrifice,having a main handler who would direct my body and light for money and false power, beings shape shifting.

One scene in particular out of all of this kept me awake during night, keeping me and my inner children holding on for dear life to Jesus.

Oh and before that, there is also a programming where a person dressed up in the false jesus attire sexually abused me while other people dressed as his disciples read out scripture. This brought about a lot of guilt and shame, because I KNEW who the TRUE JESUS is YET I feared him. Doubted if its the TRUE HIM or someone else. This took a lot of practice and love, patience from JESUS to help me heal this aspect. To be able to feel fully safe with HIM.

Now back to this dark chamber, a dungeon like structure with massive bones attached to the top, a giant door, no sunlight, extremely dark, a sculpture of a creepy dark being outside this door and a woman in a robe pulling me to this place, this door, piercing my arm until it bled with her super long nails. The full vibes of the Hyenas hide out in the Lion King. Yes, Disney is infiltrated with darkness.

This scene in particular stopped me in my track each time. Everything else somehow I was able to move through but THIS kept me captive to fear.

Then this one night, I had a journey with Jesus out of the blue. He walked with me into the den of the enemy. His arm around my shoulder. I could see the anger of satan trying to come through this woman in the robe try to attack me. Jesus’s presence stopped his attack, froze his energy. And within a minute the goat like bone structure at the top collapsed and the this dungeon/cave place started crumbling down like an earthquake hit it.

My fear dissipated, teary eyed, part in shock, He walked me out to light, to HIS PATH. JESUS FREED ME.

Quick, short, powerful, fierce and in fraction of a time JESUS REDEEMED ME. HE DELIEVRED ME. I did not know what that even meant before this experience.

For the first time ever my body was mine, my head was mine. I WAS FREE. I AM FREE. I AM SOVEREIGN BEING.My mind and body is no longer co opted by darkness. I’m no longer at war with myself. I AM FREE NOW.

The agony of having lived through mind control is that sometimes you feel you are being watched constantly, when things seem good, some sensation in the body or thought would come and disrupt the entire momentum. It is experiencing yourself doing things which don’t align with you, but being controlled by something external.

As soon as this journey was over, I soon came across this verse which made little sense back then, “And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature.” - Mark 16:15

This article I feel is the beginning of whatever I’m being guided to do and be with this verse.

I know we live in a world where darkness thrives on making us doubt ourselves, our light, questioning whether we have any, and even Jesus and even if we believe in him questioning his strength.

What I experienced in those few moments of the dark cave crumbling to dust in a fraction of time and the instant freedom I felt in my heart, mind, body and soul, along with the reminder of how Jesus saved me as a baby are all reminders not for myself but also YOU.

My teacher Liana Shanti says, either we are all special or no one is. I’m not that different from you- an organic human with a soul. If you believe, if you ask Jesus would be more than ready to help you, love you, bring you back to wholeness. I know he loves you.

BELIEVE IN HIM. JESUS GOT YOU. ASK HIM FOR HELP, HE WON’T LEAVE YOU ALONE, EVER.

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I am sharing a few Bible Verses that helped me during this journey and other profoundly important resources without whom this triumph won’t have been possible:

1. My teacher Liana Shanti, the embodiment of unconditional love,who led me back to having a personal relationship with Jesus. Who is so selflessly giving and every one of her works, programs are life changing and soul saving in the truest of the sense. Her massive energy clearings in her Illuminations forecast have been paramount in releasing and unlocking these memories in particular.

2. Dear Friend and fellow survivor who has been such a powerful light in bringing awareness around this topic Kathleen. Read her substack expose here.

3. "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name; you are mine."

   Isaiah 43:1

   This one in particular was helpful for me during the times I felt dirty or bad for projecting feelings of abuse onto Jesus and the shame that comes with any form of SA

4. “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.”

   1 John 4:18

5. “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

   Deuteronomy 31:6

6. “So do not fear, for I am with you;
   do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
   I will strengthen you and help you;
   I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

   Isaiah 41:10

7. “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

   Philippians 4:6-7

8. Mama earth and beautiful light filled friends whose love held me together. And OFCOURSE my beautiful Inner Children who felt safe to share this with me and show me the truth of their suffering and chronic dissociation though the years.

If you find it in your heart please share this story with anyone you feel needs to hear it. His power, love and strength is unshakable, unparalleled. HE IS THE KING.

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I now know for a fact that the divine, god, Jesus uses every dirty work of darkness for his good. Or as my teacher Liana Shanti teaches in 12D B School Law of Increase the divine takes the worst of our life, the most broken, fragmented parts and makes us whole, brings us light and truth and love to the situation.

Artwork by Yongsung Kim

For a very very very long time I was suicidal before finding this path of JESUS through Liana and I forgot that my life itself was a gift given to me from god. In human 3d terms I was not supposed to be here today as per the plans of darkness but JESUS HAS OTHER PLANS FOR ME.

I know sometimes we don’t understand what is happening and the pain seems to be drowning us but HE LIFTS UP ALWAYS. Just remember to ASK.

May this beautiful magical blue supermoon in pisces unlock your personal portal of joy deep within your heart to Jesus.

Love,

Kaimani